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[25 Feb 2007|10:07pm]
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[25 Feb 2007|05:32pm]

blah.
i feel like shopping.
i hate snow.
its such a bitch to drive in.



hmm..
i dont know anything anymore.
well, i actually never did.
the end.
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[19 Feb 2007|07:32pm]
i feel like im going in circles.
good things happen, then bad things.
i suck at life so much. no lie.


"The Universe likes speed. Don't delay. Don't second guess. Don't doubt.
When the opportunity is there, when the impulse is there
 when the intuitive nudge from within is there, act."
--- Dr. Joe Vitale


I like that quote, but I don't do any of that. I'd like to, but I second guess everything. I doubt anything i want to happen to me will. I always stand back and never do what feels right for me. I want my life to unfold just right but I feel like I'm making all the wrong moves. I feel like nothing I ever do is good enough. I feel like I'm not good enough. Good enough for anyone. Everything I do is usually fucked up. I fuck everything up. My sister used to tell me I was a mistake. I kind've  believe her now.
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[08 Feb 2007|09:51pm]
rwarr.
im really bored.
we dont have school tomorrow.
thats sweet.
i had to school days this week.
wednesday and thrusday.
wednesday was like a monday.
and thursday was like a friday.
yup.
anyways.
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[07 Feb 2007|05:29pm]
Im new to selling things.
I have bought things from other lj users.


Im only selling a few things but I could really use the money.
I only accept well concealed cash because i dont have a pay pal account.
Im not going to rip you off.
Meaning take your money and hide.
Because I know what that is like.
yeah i lost 60 dollars to some girl..
So Im not going to rip you off.


Anyways.
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[05 Feb 2007|08:15am]
so i got my hair cut.
its cute.
( new hair. )

no school today.
its like 13 degrees below zero.
which sucks because its too cold to go anywhere.
but i didnt do any of my homework.
so thats, yeah.
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[02 Feb 2007|10:25pm]
ick. i havent done this for a while. everything is the same as it always is, i guess. im getting my hair cut tomorrow. super excited. oh and im dying it too. yay. i forgot what i was actually going to write in here. wooops. okay. all done.
( blah. )
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[11 Jan 2007|06:20pm]
Today when I told erica that my art project was going to be on display at the art center she was like your actually good at something. and i was like, maybe i am. but then i was like then why do all my other projects suck. ugh. i want highschool to end so bad, but i dont because im scared of whats going to happen with my life.



( i found.. )
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[29 Dec 2006|10:27pm]
im sick of everything.
its all just fun and games.


( blah. )


i live my life in the shadows
of the things i try to hide.
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[26 Dec 2006|10:37pm]








i hate hypocrites.
i dont get how people say something is stupid,
then they all of a sudden like it.
wtf.
way to look like an idiot.
i understand things grow on you.
but saying you dont like something yesterday.
then think its the coolest thing in the world today.
thats just lame.
grow up.
your stupid.
you just want to fit in.
and be liked.



i think i know what i wanna do with my life.
i know i want to go into graphic design.
but i wanna work at a magazine.
and do like layout and stuff.
i think it would be fun.
but my chances for doing that are frickin slim.
i dont wanna be a fuck up.
i always change my mind.
what if i go to school for design.
then realize that this isnt for me.
and i become an astronaut.
its crazy.
but ive always been into design.
ever since i was a little kid.
id always design everything to make sure everything fit.
first i wanted to be an architect.
then i think it was,
hmm i dont know.
but then i wanted to be an interior designer.
then a fashion designer.
and now graphic design.
ugh.
i dont know.
i cant decide.
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[23 Dec 2006|07:58pm]
im 16 and i have the world at my feet. i wanna do so much but im afraid i wont be able to do anything. im a disappointment i dont think ive ever dont anything right. im afraid of not going anywhere in life. im afraid i wont get to do what i want and be happy. i think im just afraid of life.
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[10 Dec 2006|02:10pm]
[ mood | tired ]

i dont know why i even bother posting shit on here. its not like anyone even looks at it.

so anyways. sick. which sucks.
my life is boring.
the end.
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[12 Nov 2006|08:56pm]
ha. i was right.
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i am sick of being copyed. at least im looked up to. followed. its annoying. be your own fucking person. stop trying to be like everyone else. i make my own paths. i dont follow others. i do what i want. how i want. when i want. fuck you and your pathetic little needs. stop being fake. your a disgrace.
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im sick of everything. you dont know. dont pretend. its not okay. it never will be. i guess i cant help it. happens to the best of us. if i could make my life different i would. in a heart beat. it sucks waking up in the morning and having to deal with the same things. day after day. its a never ending battle. i wish it would end. you cant always get what you want. i never will.
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i am who i am.
your not going to change me.
you cant.
i dont pretend.
im straight forward.
i dont care if you dont like it.
go somewhere else.
sorry i suck at life.
i hide behind a fake smile.
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[03 Nov 2006|09:53pm]
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i notice the little things that dont matter.
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i sometimes capitalize my words.
but i always put a period at the end.
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i spent my afternoon in the walk-in clinic and the hospital. i woke up at 3am this morning because my abdomen was hurting really bad. i didnt know what was wrong. i fell back asleep about an hour later. and i woke up and it was still hurting but i went to school anyways. i went home at lunch because it was bothering me too much. so my dad took me to the walk-in clinic. ugh. yeah they didnt know what was wrong with me and they thought it could be with my appendix. then they sent me over to memorial for a ct scan. i was there untill 6. and they didnt find anything wrong with me. wtf. my abdomen still hurts. what if my appendix explodes or something. then what? well, good news, i didnt have to go into work. that was nice. but i have to work tomorrow. eh, oh well.
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( pictures. )
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[30 Oct 2006|08:01pm]
( new hair. )
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